Been feeling a little strange lately. im not even sure why - is this just PMS? or there is really something going on? I dunno. too much to think about, no one seems to be able to make things better.  i dont really wanna broadcast this; but i know i'll be safe cuz no one really reads anyway haha. im always a positive, optimistic girl thats always categorized as someone TOO HAPPY to be in certain environments.

except - i dun really know what it is that i should be happy about. i'm content, grateful for what i have, but everything is the same EVERYDAY. what is there to be laughing about?

I don't know. 

by the way. happy birthday DK. or have an acceptable birthday if you also don't know what there is to be happy about. love you always.